We are going through a dry spell. The weather is hot and humid. It is kind of strange I have not read any comment from the authorities. Normally the newspaper will publish some articles or news when the weather gets too hot.

Maybe they are keeping it for Earth Day which is just 2 days away. ~_~

Last weekend I was sweating none stop while teaching my classes. I think I was dehydrated at one point. I did not use the toilet for almost half a day. No matter how much I fluid I try to put into my body, some how it didn’t feel normal when I went to relieve myself.

Anyway, the bf had to work on Saturday night. I was left alone at home, eventhough there are people in the house. My home is always empty and quiet after dinner. Most of the time I will be only one in the hall watching TV alone. There was not much on Astro, I ended up watching Resident Evil. Didn’t like the ending though.

Sunday was ordinary as usual. I didn’t do anything special. When i say “special” I don’t mean I will be going to some place fancy or receive some expensive gifts. To me, having breakfast with the bf, or he brings me some lunch, or we go to see an exhibition, or we sit down in a nice cafe just to chat etc… anything that makes my Sunday different from what I normally have is special.

Does it require him a lot of effort do that? Do we need millions and dollars in order to do that?

Can I not be upset when he prefers to sleep and forget about me most of the time?

Last night, we didn’t even have a decent time together. It is the same most of the time. We don’t know where we’re heading and we only see shops closing after a full-day of business.

Does he know how much I missed the book store in KLCC? How I used to visit the cafe up in the loft and enjoy the park’s view? Did he find out what I like? Did he bother to ask without getting annoyed in the first place?

Do I have to put up with this?

Last Saturday the bf needs to do a photo shoot for some event. We couldn’t have dinner together. So I had dinner with my parents.

Initially I wanted to get the Wantan Mee nearby my house but it was sold out by 6.30pm. In the end I settled for Fried Kuey Teow from another coffee shop. It was yucky. I will never buy from there again.

I related this incident to my bf. When he came over later, we went out to dinner because he hadn’t eaten.

We have problem deciding where to eat most of the time. There is a lot of places to eat and I always have places I want to go. As a gf I need to be understanding. I don’t want us to spend too much by going to restaurants.

Sometimes the guy is too hungry to drive anywhere further. He gets irritated and drives madly when he is hungry Most of the time I will settle for something I don’t really want to eat. It’s OK for me as long as the food is not too bad.

Last Saturday I got very mad because the bf ordered Fried Kuey Teow (with extra prawns and chili) and Fried Radish Cake. They taste the same to me and I had a shitty Fried Kuey Teow earlier.

Do I want to eat it again? I know the one he ordered tastes better but I don’t want to eat another Fried Kuey Teow again. I was also mad when he asked for extra prawns because it is not healthy, not to mention the food is oily.

The bf had been telling me he wants to lose weight. He smokes and he is over weight, I’m very concern about his health. I just want him to watch what he eats since I cannot make him quit smoking or exercise.

He didn’t get what I mean and kept saying there is nothing to eat there. So it became my fault that we were there. I got very upset.

After I got upset and refuse to eat, my bf then suggested we take a drive down to KL. I appreciate his effort but that wasn’t what I meant by being in town. Sitting in the car?

If I could leave the house I would have gone to KLCC for shopping and meet him for dinner. We could dine in CPK or Jogoya and have a fabulous time. I told him how I wish I could do that but I couldn’t due to my home situation. I didn’t say I want to drive around in KL.

I would be happy if we could just stop somewhere, sit down, walk a bit, have a drink and enjoy the atmosphere. I had been working the whole day. All I want is some quiet time with the person I love, have good conversations and not sitting with someone who is constantly looking at TV or playing with his phone everytime when there is TV and wi-fi available in eateries.

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