That morning we went to fix my car lock which is still faulty today. After that we went to Gardens Mall (my work place unfortunately) to get my new camera. Then I got my Gardens Club card and we spent some leisurely time at the club’s lounge before catching Harry Potter at GSC Signature while my camera battery is charging at the camera shop.

Our initial plan was to head out to Klang for seafood. By the time the movie finished, the after office hour jam started. So we drove back to PJ. I was thinking of going to Subang airport for seafood but the bf was getting impatient in the jam. Then we decided to turn off at Ara Damansara instead.

It was our lucky day. We found out Lala Chong had shifted from Subang airport to Ara Damansara. So I got to try the food at last and the bf need not be hungry anymore. My new camera was ready to shoot some food pictures.

We ordered Steamed Lala, Sweet Sour Crabs (I wanted it) and Salted Egg Crabs (he wanted it). We could not finish both crabs. This is what happen when we both wanted our own preference.

The food is good. Price is reasonable and the place is spacious with good parking condition.

I won’t be driving to Klang for seafood unless I get to watch the sunset in Klang. Yeah, the sunset is beautiful minus the sandy beach. It’s a nice walk along the coast lined with trees.

When there is a special day coming, we tend to put our thoughts into reflection on what we have done for the past one year. This is also the moment we take notice of how things are going between two people.

If one party thinks that the relationship is not going anywhere, he/she will probably choose to end it. I’m not sure about you but I feel that people nowadays have little time to waste. So there is no point holding on and wasting more time.

Of course, there are people who choose to try harder and hope that they will get closer with time.

A relationship is more of an emotional closeness more than a physical one. I long for a partner  who will do or say things before I tell him my needs, someone who shares similar future plans, he is understanding, hard working, loving and is always concern about me. He will be my best friend, we love talking to each other, doing things together and we have many many memories to look back on.

Maybe I have a bad memory, I try to look for images which remind me of those “moments”. How come I have so little? I have yet to feel that special moment which I can cry in his arms because of something he did or gave me.

Does he know what I need? He does not even read my blog.

Is he going to hold my hand always? Will we laugh more? Will we have more images?

I feel hurt, empty and lost.