Today my inner self is telling me to not come back to office after tomorrow’s workshop. It is normal for most working people right? I have seen and heard sales people going home or watching movies while they are out of the office.

Yes I will be using a half-day leave but when do I really get to use my leave anyway? No trip and no holiday.

The down side is I do not have any back up at work which makes me feel very demotivated each and every day. If I miss a day of work, it will be still me who has to finish up the jobs. Other than that, I have no freedom to plan or execute projects as I would do in teaching my classes. In the office, I have to give in to the wimps and fancies of not one but many bosses.

Come to think of it, the salary I am getting is not on par with the amount of work I am getting. To the hell with it I am going to take tomorrow’s afternoon off. Walk around KLCC then come home to bake a cake!

明天早上我必须到KLCC出席半天的工作坊，从今天一早开始我就很争扎明天到底要不要回去上班？每一天我都看见很多人好像不必上班；逛街，看电影什么的。很多时候会觉得难过；为什么别人可以那么自由？我就必须时时刻刻坐在办公室打电脑，接讨厌的电话。

拿假的话就少了半天的年假；其实我也没什么机会请假旅游或出去玩。不上班的话又没有人可以顶替和分担工作，到时候还不是我一个人做到半死。

不能够安排自己的时间和计划是最大的问题，工作往往是为了复合某某老板的超级幻想力。不是一个老板，是很多个！我自己教课的时候反而比较快乐；可以规划和拟定教学范围，同学们学习的过程也给我很多成就感。

算了，就请假吧！反正工作量都不符合现在的薪水，而且还没有机会升迁。我就去逛街然后回家烘培蛋糕！