Very often we hear or read about couples who break up near special occasions or holidays. I’ve been through one myself and I think I understand why today.

When there is a special day coming, we tend to put our thoughts into reflection on what we have done for the past one year. This is also the moment we take notice of how things are going between two people.

If one party thinks that the relationship is not going anywhere, he/she will probably choose to end it. I’m not sure about you but I feel that people nowadays have little time to waste. So there is no point holding on and wasting more time.

Of course, there are people who choose to try harder and hope that they will get closer with time.

A relationship is more of an emotional closeness more than a physical one. I long for a partner  who will do or say things before I tell him my needs, someone who shares similar future plans, he is understanding, hard working, loving and is always concern about me. He will be my best friend, we love talking to each other, doing things together and we have many many memories to look back on.

Maybe I have a bad memory, I try to look for images which remind me of those “moments”. How come I have so little? I have yet to feel that special moment which I can cry in his arms because of something he did or gave me.

Does he know what I need? He does not even read my blog.

Is he going to hold my hand always? Will we laugh more? Will we have more images?

I feel hurt, empty and lost.

Posted on 28-07-2009 at 8:09 pm (0) Comments