As usual, the weekend went by real fast. I had classes after classes.
That’s all I do on weekends. I’m not complaining because it is good money for me. The reason for all the venting is due to situation at home. What is new man?!
My current days and nights are affected by only one thing at home. The one thing I wish I can delete off like we do with files in our computers.
Then I can have a normal life like most girls. Go shopping and traveling with mom, spend more time with boyfriend, visit the sister, go out have fun. Most important of all - be able to focus more on my career. Right now I am the one who should take leave to stay home or quit the job because it is paying me peanuts. So if the home needs that, I will be the one.
Gosh, I’m not even married. Aren’t these problems meant for people who are married with in-laws and kids?
Maybe I won’t have to deal with all this if I’m already married and left my house. I could still be a good daughter you know but it’s not going to be a 24/7 thing at least.
I ask myself over and over many times. Why? What are the options? Why is there nobody who can help make things easier? Why am I here? Why isn’t there something for me out there?
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