We are going through a dry spell. The weather is hot and humid. It is kind of strange I have not read any comment from the authorities. Normally the newspaper will publish some articles or news when the weather gets too hot.

Maybe they are keeping it for Earth Day which is just 2 days away. ~_~

Last weekend I was sweating none stop while teaching my classes. I think I was dehydrated at one point. I did not use the toilet for almost half a day. No matter how much I fluid I try to put into my body, some how it didn’t feel normal when I went to relieve myself.

Anyway, the bf had to work on Saturday night. I was left alone at home, eventhough there are people in the house. My home is always empty and quiet after dinner. Most of the time I will be only one in the hall watching TV alone. There was not much on Astro, I ended up watching Resident Evil. Didn’t like the ending though.

Sunday was ordinary as usual. I didn’t do anything special. When i say “special” I don’t mean I will be going to some place fancy or receive some expensive gifts. To me, having breakfast with the bf, or he brings me some lunch, or we go to see an exhibition, or we sit down in a nice cafe just to chat etc… anything that makes my Sunday different from what I normally have is special.

Does it require him a lot of effort do that? Do we need millions and dollars in order to do that?

Can I not be upset when he prefers to sleep and forget about me most of the time?

Last night, we didn’t even have a decent time together. It is the same most of the time. We don’t know where we’re heading and we only see shops closing after a full-day of business.

Does he know how much I missed the book store in KLCC? How I used to visit the cafe up in the loft and enjoy the park’s view? Did he find out what I like? Did he bother to ask without getting annoyed in the first place?

Do I have to put up with this?

Posted on 19-04-2009 at 8:20 pm (0) Comments